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Friday, 16 March 2007 |
i woke up this morning with a yearn to cry didn't tell anyone for they'd want to know why got dressed this morning put on all black didn't wear any make-up where's the point in that for make-up only covers the blemishes you don't want others to see it can't get rid of the ones that only you see
went to school this morning with a smile on my face in the crowded hallway i felt so out of place wanted to tell someone i wanted to die but thought they'd just laugh and say i have no reason to cry for they see me as i want them to fun, caring, no worries, or important things to do
but they can't hear the screaming or see the torture inside they never ask they have their own lives but that doesn't stop them from leaning on me being their crutch but who in the hell supports me that's not important i've started to say when i wake up on one of these days
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